I think the female body is beautiful, no doubt. The fact that our society as a whole is ok with making it seem like some kind of property really gets me going. I really believe that living in Indiana sometimes makes me mad. I have been looking online at a lot of different states and Oregon is really sticking out to me. I need nature and some life loving people who dont care if I love the female body and not because it is property. I am truely enjoying a book I am reading at the moment called The Rules for Hearts by Sara Ryan. It is an easy read because it is a teen fiction book but it’s a sequel to a book I love called Empress of the World. Check Sara Ryan’s blog out. That is all for now. I am getting really tired and have a headache…and want to finish my book.
Just for the record, I type slower than my brain can work and therefore miss words that I have thought of or at least think I have typed. I have been on edge lately and very responsive to emotions. I do not like to be judged but sometimes feel like I am by people I would not expect to do so. I forwarded 5 envelopes full of mail that people receive at the mail-room but do not pick up. Someone I know says I am too random and just kind of free write. I feel that blogging in a large part is just that. It is blogging what is on your mind, even if it doesn’t make sense. People look way too deep into so many aspects of who you are. What do they really care? They probably don’t. I guess I feel sad in many ways that I really don’t belong where I am at right now. Why didn’t I get into a damn liberal arts school that was small and full of tradition? I came to Purdue for a reason but in the fall; I am not quite sure what that reason will be. I cannot find an apartment and for one thing, I am paying way too much money to go here. I think it is time to read a book to get my mind off all of these things.
Time goes very slowly on a friday afternoon. I want to go home or at least get off of work. I have things to do and right now all I am doing is sitting in a cold room that makes me want to take a nap. I listen to the air condition run and it makes me feel even colder. I did do something today that made me feel different, made me feel something I have not felt in a long time. I read my web journal that I had or still have. I want to keep it just because it represents all of my freshman year of college and part of my senior year of high school. I cannot even describe the feelings it gives me. Maybe one day I can. Here it is if you want to read it. I would love to write a book based on them or at least analyze them for what I used to be and compare how I have changed or have not changed for that matter. Vicki’s old blog. That is it! Check it out for yourself. Tick Tock goes that clock but it really does not seem to be moving fast enough. I was listening to an Oasis and again I have that feeling I cannot describe. I wonder what it is exactly. I just got to see huge Spiders eat crickets. I just found out that it takes them up to two hours to eat one cricket and they usually stuff two in there mouth at the same time. AMAZING! Working at this place can get tiring but it’s neat. Well, I have to go run an errand. I will write more later!
People are like flowers, the more they grow, the more beautiful they become.
I dont know if I want to live with anyone next year. It is not because I do not like my choice in a roommate, but it is the fact that I want space. I think this next year is going to be hard for me already and I just feel like no matter what living with people is just not my thing. I like my own space, with my own things. I love waking up, and being able to walk around naked if I want breakfast that way. I dont know what I want to do anymore about this situation. If I back out of the person I am living with, I havent really given them anytime. My main concern is living with a dog. They can get very hyper and have accidents and need attention. If I come home before my roommate does, I will feel like crap if I dont take the dog out for a walk. This subject is starting to bother me the more I write about it. Anyone have any suggestions into what I should do? Yesturday I had Thai food that was so spicy. I aslo went to Target and bought a garbage can, a new t shirt(I am wearing it right now), Totinos pizza(99 cents each), eggs, and a long stemmed lighter! It made my day. Oh, and I forgot about the Cereal! I really want some food right now. I did not get to eat breakfast and lunch is not until noon. I just sit here and read the paper and type. I must keep searching for good apartments!
Hello everyone! I am sorry for the long gaps in blogging. It seems like these last couple of weeks of been more busy than planned. In the last two weeks I have started full time at my job, moved out of my apartment, saw my family in Chicago, went to the Shed Aquarium, went to a planetarium, typed on my two typewriters, went to my old high school for the weekend, saw my best friends, got my class ring back, finally fixed the API key, went to Indy, had Dim Sum, read blogs by No Impact Man, danced, listened to music, wore penquin suspenders, got a haircut, and bought veggie dogs and organic milk. I think that is somewhat of my whole two weeks or at least the main points that I remember. To address the subject of my last blog check out this website that I just happened to Google. It describes the New Age point of view, more of a definition if you will. Here is New Age. Let me know what you think of such religious beliefs. I find it interesting; not my cup of tea though. Right now the main subject that is on my mind is my new apartment. A list of things I need to improve my new habitat. A garbage can is my main thing, some trash bags, recycling bins, maybe some new cookware, and well just plain old target shopping. I need a box spring for my mattress and a frame for my futon. I think that this apartment is great. I am sad that I will only have it for the summer and then who knows where I will be. I must go back to work! NOO…actually I love work! Today we got a package of live crickets!! woohoo! Oh, and I can only blog at work because my cat chewed on my battery charger for my laptop!
I have so much to talk about that this week will be dedicated to what my life consisted of last week. So, I will start off with the first thing of last week that I found so interesting. A friend of mine(Todd) haha. He and I went on Skype.com and enjoyed the glorous World Wide Web and it’s fantastic things it has to offer. Skype is basically a way of communicating to people all over the world about whatever subject you feel is important at the time. You can create your own “chat rooms” if you will and explore, listen, and discuss. Todd and I had a room up and had people just come in and talk about anything that just started coming out in conversation. I have to say that the one person that stood out brought up a subject of this New Age religious beliefs. Though this person denied it being a religion he was talking about Christ and God, plus the factors of his beliefs. Drugs also came up in the conversation which was quite humorous. I definitely want to look up more about this and get back to all of you. I think Wikipedia and Urdan Dictionary might be of use in this research. I just figured out how to use links so it will be my new favorite way giving everyone information. I am at work, so I believe that means I have to go. More blogging tonight. I might go buy a microphone!! woohoo…or go bug one of my friends.
Hello everyone, hope that all loved my audio blogs that were just test runs. I will be doing audio blogs along with writing, so it hopefully will be a nice mix.
Today, I was walking to work, which takes me about 20 minutes. I think the two main reasons I walk, is that number one it is beautiful out and the other, that I feel good at the fact that I am being less of an impact on the world. Now you ask: “What do you mean low impact or no impact?” A couple months ago I read an article in the New York Times. Why do I read the NYtimes? It actually has real news stories besides what is happening at my local University. Anyways, this man and his partner and three year old daughter are trying to live a no impact life, trying to not create waste as much as possible. They dont use toliet paper, dont buy new product, walk or ride a bike and not only are they doing this but they are also accomplishing this in the middle of New York City. After reading about his family and what they are trying to do, I try in my life (not very successfully) to accomplish a low impact on the world. Being on a very low budget is hard but just doing things, like not buying new products, such as clothing or furniture helps. Another thing like going to the farmers market to support local farms is also making a difference. I would love to have stopped with the toilet paper and paper products in general but that habit is very hard for me. I am recycling more and hopefully making a difference somehow to preserve our world. Just shutting off electronics or lights in the house are a lot more energy efficient. So today I want to challenge whoever reads this, to try and make a difference. Think about the waste you create and limit it, day by day. To learn more about what Colin(No impact man) is trying to do and to read his daily blogs. Go to noimpactman.com. I will keep you posted on how I am doing with this new goal and you keep me posted as well. This summer I feel is going to be a good one!
This is yet another test audio post…
Testing uploading some audio…
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