Archive for June 11th, 2007
Monday, June 11th, 2007
Just for the record…
Just for the record, I type slower than my brain can work and therefore miss words that I have thought of or at least think I have typed. I have been on edge lately and very responsive to emotions. I do not like to be judged but sometimes feel like I am by people I would not expect to do so. I forwarded 5 envelopes full of mail that people receive at the mail-room but do not pick up. Someone I know says I am too random and just kind of free write. I feel that blogging in a large part is just that. It is blogging what is on your mind, even if it doesn’t make sense. People look way too deep into so many aspects of who you are. What do they really care? They probably don’t. I guess I feel sad in many ways that I really don’t belong where I am at right now. Why didn’t I get into a damn liberal arts school that was small and full of tradition? I came to Purdue for a reason but in the fall; I am not quite sure what that reason will be. I cannot find an apartment and for one thing, I am paying way too much money to go here. I think it is time to read a book to get my mind off all of these things.
tick tock…